hello.
didn't have to chance to post yesterday.
so. here are the updates((:
kinda boring.
went to church and ya, do the normal things.
sixuan went to band investiture so she didn't go church. *WAIL*
it doesn't make a big difference because we are not in the same cell group anymore. )):
cell grouped and discussed about that topic.
i found out that i am able to speak out more when in smaller groups.
however, during the discussion, i was not able to answer the question andy asked me.
i just answered shortly.
cos i dun remember what the sermon had talked about and sometimes i forgot what he's talking about earlier on.
LOL. i officially have short term memory la.
okay, or should i say, i was not listening to wad they are saying.
i'm not attentive.
hahas.
i would smile at him and then sometimes he would laugh then i laugh.
i think he kind of got the 'i-dun-noe-how-to-answer' hint. hahas.
but i'm not looking forward to.
cos everyone has their own clique already.
i find it hard to get to talk to them.
and i'm the one that i nided someone to take the inatiative to talk to me 1st before i would talk to them.
it's difficult la..
later i go out and i have no one to talk with. i would be actually wasting my time and i'm not going to enjoy myself.
i hoped that this cell bonding is not going to be an overnight one.
of course, i LOVE overnight cell bonding but not this time round.
cos that time have sixuan ma, it's FUN.
but now... haiz.
i would be alone overnight, it's worse than going out for dinner or anything else.
i would say, it's the worst.
(just in cell group for about 1 and a half hours i already cannot tahan the loneliness already.)
i also cannot say i dun wan go de ma..
very wad lehh...
haiz..
met up with sixuan after that.
we chatted till 7.30pm.
the latest of all latest time i've got home for saturday.
we can talk until so late is cos we dun have any tv show we are chasing after.
in order not to miss anything.
there's no more twssg now.. *WAIL*
and tande.
hahas.
continued watching channel U.
until 1.30am. watched the anime after guess show(the children so cute la!!).
ps. i love kids. hehheh..
blahblahblah.
watched tv.
blahblahblah.
u guys should have realised that i spent almost half of my day watching tv.
i can't live without my tv, computer and handphone.
tv cos i can watch my tv programmes. and i'm a tv addict((:
computer cos when i have nothing to do i can just surf aroung the net, find songs, blog and find pictures of the couple(as you know, THEM. :D)
handphone, hmm, i dun really use my handphone often but i nid it cos then i can listen to my fave music, like erm, twssg songs and others.
hahas.
what a ultra long post that is full of crappings.
hahas.
as u can see, i'm very bored now.
*i'm bored almost everyday. my life is doing the same thing all over again. it just go round like a circle.*
the most important moment had come..
♥ 11:06 PM
SERIOUSLY. i'm too bored so i took this 100 qn quiz from cassandra's blog.
1) What's the connection between u & the last person who called you?
friends.
2) Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
not really as my hp got prob one. off le dun noe if can on or not again.
3)What happened last night?
nothing unusual happened. just watched tv and slept.
4) When did u last cried?
somehow.. i think i last cried in sch with sixuan. we are actually crying together for some reason.
5) What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
bread?
6) What do you want in your life?
happiness, peace..etc etc. just anything positive.
7) Do you carry an umberlla in a rain or just wear a hood?
umbrella but i would always prefer to walk under the rain.
8) What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
everything that is on my bed((:
9) What bottom are you wearing now?
pants.
10) When was de last time u went out with ur friends?
during the june holidays.
11) Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
never got into a relationship before.
12) Are you wearing anything u borrowed from someone?
no.
13) What was the last movie you caught?
i can easily remember when i watched my last movie cos i seldom go watch. i onli watched 3 movies in the theatres for my whole lifetime. anyway, the latest one is 10 promises to my dog((: ARFF.ARFF.
14) What are you proud of?
nothing actually.
15) What does de oldest text message in your textboard says?
i dunno and i can't check. i lost my cbox password and user. )):
16) What was de last song you sang out loud?
i forgot le. i sang many songs today((;
17) Do you have any nicknames?
yes. one of them is jie jie. it's the only one i guess..
18) What does your last text msg you recieved says?
dun wanna say. but i sent it to jingrong.
19) What time did you go to bed last night?
10pm. my usual routine.
20) Are you currently happy?
not really. i was BORED.
21) Who gives u the best advice?
i dun noe.
22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from a can?
i don't eat whip cream from can before. i ate cream from cakes.
23) Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
i dun think i got receive any phone calls last night.
24) Is anything bugging you right now?
ehhh. the SIANness.
25) What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
i think it's sixuan ba. we chatted just now thru phone.
26) Do you wear toe socks?
no. i dun have any toe socks.
27) Who was the last person u missed a call from.
i do remember this. it's sixuan. i accidentally rejected her call.
28) Have u ever have a heart broken?
yes.
29) What annoys you the most in a person?
HER. i think i may be annoying to other ppl too ba..
30) Do you have a crush on someone?
i dun noe. i dun think so.
31) Have u ever done a cocaine?
what's cocaine?
32) What is the colour of your room?
white-ish yellow. painted a few thousand years ago. hahas. this colour is chosen my bro last time. yellow is his fave colour. i was still little at that time. for more info, my whole house is in this colour. hahas. ;D
33) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no. it's stupid.
34) Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
ehh..
35) Who was de last person who laid on your bed?
i have not been lying on my bed for today. i dun noe if anyone laid on it when i'm not looking.
36) Who was the last person who hugged you?
i forgot. as u can see, i've got short term memory.
37) What do you have to say to the person you have a crush on?
i wun say anything. i would keep it to myself and probably tell someone else.
38) Do you have a life?
of course. i'm here typing all the way~
39) Have you ever think someone but actually they didn't?
what does this mean?
40) What is the reason behind your profile song?
一直很安静 de music. it's sweet and i like this song. also suits the blogskin. hahas.
41) Last time you smiled?
before i fell into the world of boredom at 10pm.
42) Have you changed this year?
YES. i think it's rather a drastic change. i became MORE talkative than last year.really. i had more frens and i was more open. my classmates may think so too cos i was TOO quiet in sec one.
43) What are you listening to right now?
listening to my grandma coughing. hahas.
44) Are you talking to someone when doing this quiz?
erm, no.
45) Do you walk with your eyes closed or opened?
opened. sometimes i would close my eyes and walk around at home every morning cos i'm too tired.
46) Is there a quote u lived by?
yes. LAUGH LOUD; LAUGH HARD.
as some of you noe, my laughter is LOUD and i do really laughed hard. i try to seize every moment of laughter. :D
47) Do you want someone you can't have?
ehh. i dun think so.
48) Have you ever played an instrument?
my keyboard which is a few months ago. and the recorder a few days ago.
49) What was the worst idea you had this week?
i dun noe. =P
50) What were you doing last night at 11.00?
i was slping.
51) Are you happy with your love life right now?
i've got no bf nor a crush currently.
52) What song describes your love life?
how would i noe? hahas.
53) Does that person knows u like him/her?
i have no 对象. and i think nobody would like me la..
54) Who always makes you laugh?
sixuan. jingrong. yokeling. etc. etc.
55) Do you speak other language other than english?
mandarin.
56) Are you blond?
no.
57)What's your middle name?
Jie
58) What are you doing tomorrow?
wake up in the morning, watch tv/use comp, do homework, go church, watch tv, sleep and then wait for the next day to come.
59)What do you think you are like?
myself. the special, the unique!
60) Who would you choose to die with?
i dun noe.
61) Where have you been today?
school, home. my life is boring, i noe.
62) What games do you play often?
see first lorhh..
63) Who are you missing now?
sixuan. cos i wun be able to see her tmr in church! *WAIL*
64) If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?
i dun noe. both oso wan lehh.
65) What are you doing right now?
typing my answers down.
66) Which primary school are you from?
HOLY INNOCENTS' PRI. ILY! ((:
67) Name three colours that you like?
lightblue, white and grey.
68) What emotion do you like to show?
smiles.
69) What is life to you?
difficult to describe.
70) If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
i would be emoing~ dun felt like talking nor doing anything.
71) Who did you last chat in msn with you today?
chat: jingrong. send file: peishan(she's the last person i've communicated in msn today).
72) Who do you admire the most?
those who have many frens and they could get what they want by just stretching out their hand.
73) Which month are u born in?
august. birthday coming soon~
74) How are you feeling right now?
told you. SIANness.
75) What is the time now?
11.40pm
76) Where are you now?
my bro's room.
77) What colour did u used to dye your hair?
i don't dye my hair. natural is beauty and i like black hair.
78)Why are you doing this test?
out of boredom.
79) What do you do when you are moody?
i would be think if someone would come and cheer me up or comfort me.
80) At which age do you wish to marry?
i dun noe.
81) Who is more important to you. Girlfriend or friends?
FRIENDS.
82) Do think you have enough confidence?
no.
83) Who is the person you trust the most?
my bestiies, family and me.
84) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
DEFINITELY.
85) If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
more dreams to come true pls! =P
86) What is your goal for this year?
better in art&design. and GOOD RESULTS.
87) Do you believe in eternal love?
i dun noe.
88) What feelings do you love most?
laughing hard and laughing loud. like wad i did on wed.
89) Do you really think it's global warming now?
yes. i am already sweating all over.
90) What feelings do you hate de most?
being neglected and her.
91) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
i DO treasure every friendship of mine.
92) Do you believe in god?
YES. i'm a child of GOD.
93) Who cares you most?
i dun noe.
94) What do you think is the most important in your life?
laughter, i guess. hahas. :D
95) What would you bring when you fight?
my mouth. i would rather rant at the person and probably would slap her. haha. i'm too vicious. =P
96) What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
anything embarrasing and stupid. but some are really funny. hahas. ;D
97) What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
sucidal? hahas. i not so stupid la. i just get on with life. no choice...
98) If there is a chance do you want to turn back time?
maybe?
99) What do you think of this quiz?
kinda fun. i like to do quizes. ESPECIALLY when i'm bored. muahahas.
100) How long did you finish this quiz?
less than an hour but more than 30 mins.
♥ 6:02 PM
HELLO.
boring lessons today plus many homework.
most of them dun nid to pass by monday
but i still nid to rush them cos i am afraid that mon-wed may have no time at all cos of CCA. )):
rather sad for a while today.
when amandalow came and asked jingrong whether she had done the IPW presentation.
i found out that everyone was given a job except me.(i dun noe if angela have or not.)
i feel that i was forgotten by everyone.
or i cannot be trusted to do this kind of thing.
i am REALLY a nobody in everyone's eyes. i'm transparent. )):
however,
there may be more things coming up that i can help. just that amanda had not told me to do anything yet. :D
i also found out that my ideas are ALWAYS refused.
that is why everytime i've thought of something, i dun dare to say it out cos i was afraid of
refusal again..
*WAIL*
hahas. another emo post today. ((:
can't wait 9pm to watch 球爱大战
it's a NICE show but was the last episode today )):
nowadays dramas are more and more boring and not nice to watch le..
SIAN.
me as a TV ADDICT, was now tired of watching weekday dramas.
*weekend de nice to watch*
i have to chg le.
become weekend TV addict. hahas. i'm being so lame. =P
I HAVE NO PLACE IN EVERYONE'S HEARTS.
pic of the day! :D
tada~~~~~~~~~~~~~
谈德 爱 秀芝妮。
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